November 5th, 2023


I literally can’t breathe anymore. I woke up at 4, all sweaty, dehydrated and breathless. Breathing from my mouth unconsciously. I spent around 20 minutes, just to try and get some air through my nostrils. Ultimately, I had to do some push-ups until they actually started working. I just hope that soon I stop breathing at all. I can’t bear with this again, not anymore. I had fought it off earlier, and now it seems to be back. A lot of stronger, a lot smarter. I am afraid that the day will come soon when my push-ups might become ineffective too. 


I couldn’t exercise today, just woke up, got ready and sat down for the exam. The exam went alright and I ate my breakfast afterwards as I was feeling better health-wise. A little exhausted from the exam, I decided to get some rest to charge myself up to finish my pending assignments.

I woke up from the nap and had an intense discussion with my family regarding shifting from Delhi and getting settled, it’s definitely going to be a long one. The deadlines for some of the assignments were postponed, so I submitted the ones whose deadline was still active. Let’s hope I get good points.

I will resume work on the Paradox app, and the course projects. I will probably resume work on papaji’s project too.

I hope I get some sleep tonight, my sinus is not acting up by the bleeding worries me. Hopefully it’s an infection, nothing serious. Tomorrow I will try to workout, probably with papa.

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