This is the last log of this series. A long month indeed, I didn’t realize a person goes in a quantum state because of health issues. It’s not that I couldn’t do what I started out to do, I just couldn’t do it the way I thought I would. I had not accounted for the…

I woke up pretty late today, but I am getting somewhere. My health is not getting any better, and I reckon it won’t be for a long time. I will start studying medicine to figure out what’s wrong. I have completely lost faith in doctors at this point. Nobody is going to sit down and…

I have been spiraling out of control due to stress and what not. I relaxed the whole day. Woke up late, ate junk, no exercise, no work. Just eating and gaming. I will sleep, and wake up like it was a bad dream. I will start finishing my work tomorrow.

I am losing my mind. It drizzled a little today, it’s getting colder. ML project is done. Just need to submit the best model. I purchased a lot of games today, cost me some bucks, but it was autumn sale, and the price was kind of worth it.

The usual. It’s 26/11 today. I am nearing completion of my ML project, just need to submit the best models and see if they are performing well.

I had a weird dream last night. It was scary even. Apparently, I had lost all my muscle in the right arm. The place where there was supposed to some muscle, there was a lot of folder stretched skin, trying to fill in the void. It seemed as if there was a hole in the…

It was a chaotic morning, I woke with a slightly congested sinus, way early in the morning, around the time Dev was going to school. I managed to fix it somehow and slept again, woke up around 9PM. I exercised, some lifting variations which I have been doing since yesterday which have been really challenging…

I can’t believe I have done something everyday for the last 23 days. It helps a little with my memory, at this point I am all about arbitrary names and variables. I am losing my grip on numbers as it is. It is probably the brain fog that has developed over the years, sitting at…

I woke up a little late, I was feeling too exhausted. I need to stop sleeping later than 12 midnight. I checked out how I look in the mirror today, I am not at all happy. I am frustrated even. I have been working for around 5 months now, and all I have gained so…

I woke up kind of early today, around 8PM. I pushed myself out of bed, into the cold. I figured, if I challenge myself more, and embrace the challenge, it would help me overcome it. I got ready and went downstairs to exercise. I worked out for at least 30 minutes before I felt like…