I am losing my mind. It drizzled a little today, it’s getting colder. ML project is done. Just need to submit the best model. I purchased a lot of games today, cost me some bucks, but it was autumn sale, and the price was kind of worth it.

The usual. It’s 26/11 today. I am nearing completion of my ML project, just need to submit the best models and see if they are performing well.

I had a weird dream last night. It was scary even. Apparently, I had lost all my muscle in the right arm. The place where there was supposed to some muscle, there was a lot of folder stretched skin, trying to fill in the void. It seemed as if there was a hole in the…

It was a chaotic morning, I woke with a slightly congested sinus, way early in the morning, around the time Dev was going to school. I managed to fix it somehow and slept again, woke up around 9PM. I exercised, some lifting variations which I have been doing since yesterday which have been really challenging…

I can’t believe I have done something everyday for the last 23 days. It helps a little with my memory, at this point I am all about arbitrary names and variables. I am losing my grip on numbers as it is. It is probably the brain fog that has developed over the years, sitting at…

I woke up a little late, I was feeling too exhausted. I need to stop sleeping later than 12 midnight. I checked out how I look in the mirror today, I am not at all happy. I am frustrated even. I have been working for around 5 months now, and all I have gained so…

I woke up kind of early today, around 8PM. I pushed myself out of bed, into the cold. I figured, if I challenge myself more, and embrace the challenge, it would help me overcome it. I got ready and went downstairs to exercise. I worked out for at least 30 minutes before I felt like…

The end of the month is really close and it’s making me anxious by the minute. Not much exercise today, just some lifts. I feel like I am losing weight too fast, it could be because I am recovering. I was able to finish a lot of work today, a lot of assignments. I need…

I don’t feel like doing this already. Papaji went back to Kolkata today. We worked on a few things before he did, as usual. This time, it was heavier to watch him go. I hope to see him soon. I didn’t workout much, just got some household work done and sat down to work on…

It was a hectic day today. I woke up and went through the drill. Lukewarm water, down the hatch, yesterday’s meal out the back, exercise, get the clothes together and a quick shower. I had to go out for various occasions, so I wore the chinos that my papaji exchanged with me. Apparently my usual…