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Power of Fear
Fear is not just a feeling if understood and used wisely. It’s a tool which can prove useful and lethal at the same time. In fear, a person makes choices and falls back to their true self for survival. It brings out those characteristics and actions which may have comforted the person. It is often…
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December 2nd, 2024
This November I decided not to pursue the project to write a blog piece every day to log the happenings of my life. Instead I focused to make things happen and reflect on how far I’ve come with most of the things. Even though, it’s no secret that the 2024 will come to an end…
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July 12th, 2024
I woke up earlier than usual today, roughly around 5:30AM. I took a while to get ready to start the drill, but once I did, I tried all the things I had in on my mind since so long. I did fail in most of them, but the once I succeeded in were done till…
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June 6th, 2024
Ever since I arrived at Chennai, the weather has been eventful. Manish kept on complaining that I should’ve been there since the start to know how things evolved, not only in terms of weather, but the way everything turned out. I was supposed to wake up at 6AM today and workout a little bit before…
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December 6th, 2023
The started very early today, exactly around the time I ideally want it to. I woke up at 6:15 AM but after some more napping I finally got up at 6:30 AM. I followed the routine and it all went like clockwork. Though, there was just one exception. I had almost forgotten to shave my…
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December 3rd, 2023
Today was quite an eventful day. I woke up depressed, overwhelmed by my disease. On the other hand, I had diagnosed myself this time. It’s inflammation of my sinus. Not a constant allergic reaction or infection. I just need to settle the inflammation and I will be alright. Though, I still got diarrhea, can’t figure…
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November 30th, 2023
This is the last log of this series. A long month indeed, I didn’t realize a person goes in a quantum state because of health issues. It’s not that I couldn’t do what I started out to do, I just couldn’t do it the way I thought I would. I had not accounted for the…
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November 29th, 2023
I woke up pretty late today, but I am getting somewhere. My health is not getting any better, and I reckon it won’t be for a long time. I will start studying medicine to figure out what’s wrong. I have completely lost faith in doctors at this point. Nobody is going to sit down and…
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November 28th, 2023
I have been spiraling out of control due to stress and what not. I relaxed the whole day. Woke up late, ate junk, no exercise, no work. Just eating and gaming. I will sleep, and wake up like it was a bad dream. I will start finishing my work tomorrow.