The end of the month is really close and it’s making me anxious by the minute. Not much exercise today, just some lifts. I feel like I am losing weight too fast, it could be because I am recovering. I was able to finish a lot of work today, a lot of assignments. I need…

I don’t feel like doing this already. Papaji went back to Kolkata today. We worked on a few things before he did, as usual. This time, it was heavier to watch him go. I hope to see him soon. I didn’t workout much, just got some household work done and sat down to work on…

It was a hectic day today. I woke up and went through the drill. Lukewarm water, down the hatch, yesterday’s meal out the back, exercise, get the clothes together and a quick shower. I had to go out for various occasions, so I wore the chinos that my papaji exchanged with me. Apparently my usual…

A rather chaotic day to say the least. I woke up with slight congestion, my throat wasn’t as bad, my nose was relatively fine. At this point, it sounds like I am talking to a doctor, reporting my daily progress or something. I did my exercising after drinking water and getting freshened up. A lot…

My health is going from bad to worse. I had a feeling that the rhinovirus or something is setting its base in my throat. I should have acted then and there. I woke up, figured I should do some kunjankriya to clean up the pipe and detoxify. It did help to some extent. I exercised,…

I woke up pretty early today, and the weather is getting colder. I had to help papaji in packing some things that were to be sent to our home in the village. Overall, it was a productive yet stressful morning. I was able to swap my plastic desk for a wooden one, which is more…

I woke up in a haste today, my paternal grandfather, whom I refer to as Baba, was coming over to our house. He had come back from our home in the village. We had the usual chat about things, how I sick I’ve been since the start of this month, and why I woke up…

Technically, when the day started, I was watching “Te3n”. I slept late, around 2:30AM, and woke up at around 9:30AM. I had decided that I will exercise the hell out of myself till my sinuses open up, because my muscles will open up regardless after that point. I did exactly that. The new variations of…

Around 12:30, I started contemplating about the possibility of becoming a Saadhu. A simple life, with no belongings, just a piece of cloth to cover my body, and total surrender to God seems like a good idea. A better idea. What do you get from life anyway. God designed it to be a way to…

It’s been raining all around, but today the Sun woke up and chose to shine on us, and so it did. The cool breezes woke me up as mataji was shifting the plants in my little balcony, to get it cleaned up by the maid. The fresh oxygen pushed into my lungs gave me a…